im back!
trust me, it gg to be a shortttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt post. * wink

ytd work was the worst ever.
even though Sammie is not working
i was accused 3 times but i kept quiet till the end and then broke down.
i asked myself a lot of questions - why why why?
nurul and i then chatted on the way home.
i know what you means but it is rather difficult to believe as i cannot see it now.
still, thanks NURUL!

2 project discussion in a single day.
i slept my way in all my bus trips.
and i realized that somehow the journey has become so long!
HEES!

countdown with ryl and lp tmr!
gg to eat steamboat and watch fireworks together and tonning!!!
i really hope that i wont feel exhausted tmr man.
sick. i shouldnt agree to work tmr lunch.
haiz.
tmr work will be boringggggggggggggggggggg------------------------
seriously i wan to hunt for a new job now as nurul is stopping for her attachment too.
pray!
okay bye~
PS. see! this post is so short! gg to continue my New Year Resolution! haha!!
and i have 2 essays in my input and i wonder how on earth im gg to clear them by next monday.
great.

dec 31, 2009, 1245am

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Bye bye, a beautiful encounter.
end of story on 26.

dec 28 09, 9:48pm, monday

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im left alone.
only with Him to share my tears.

dec 28 09, 9:15am, mon

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MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!!!!!


had xmas service with new friends and the usual siao ones! HAHAHAH
thanks Hao Teng and Angeline for attending and really hope that they have enjoyed themselves.
and if i have been a bad host, please forgive me! :)
i pray that they can come more next time and accept Him as their saviour too.
Xmas drama was hilarious especially the part that imitated Henieken adv.
"AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "
hhaahah!
after that we fellowship!
i love it man!
jus eat and chat (crap)
Ah gong is still so adorable! HAHAHA! i kept pestering him for drawing the nicest card. hees!
even Da Jie think im so fan! :( HEES!
actually i want to stay behide longer but the lights at level 5 was swtched off early and the AMK kids need to go home too...so oh well!
i really like a big sis man. brought the younger ones to buy food and led the way home.
actually couldnt really handle it cos there were many to take care. i wonder if i will survive in Children's church or Nursery. HHAHAHA
oh well.


during the drama, i got so much things to share but then dun wannn to disturb my neighbours so hold everything back. GER mus sit beside me tmr k! let's get highttttt!!!
thanks to GER that i have a pair of beautiful eyes ytd :)
i noe you miss me and vice versa k! HAHA
i miss worship and praise songs!
i miss Pastor Kong preaching in a full session.
i miss sitting at the middle of the hall.
now then i realize i will be going church twice this week!
but then, wasted once.
you late or wat? haiz. oh well.


thanks to Him, i blessed with valuable gifts this XMAS.
thank to many! <3


gosh! i have received many XMAS "presents" frm school too.
essay. wa lao. i think after i graduate from Ngee Ann, i can published a book with my essays lo. so many!
e-learning work
IP. this is the killer for the whole semster
practise for sign language.
Jap!!!!!!!! work + speaking test + writing test
exams.
book your date with me in advance ba. :)


im sooooo gg to be late meeting ger.
OOPS!





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God has indeed didnt shortcharge me.
there are times where im at my lowest pitch due to something.
but there are also times where im at my highest peak bcos of something great happens.
however, with Him, i learned to believe that i will never at my lowest pitch cos something great is brewing and coming on my way.
I just have to wait.
i really need to repent on my thoughts. those doubts, weak faith etc.
God is here. Just close your eyes and feel His presence.
i wants to know Him all over again :)

dec 23, 1:53am, wed

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NURUL'S bday surprise was a success!
there was actually a long planning behide it but oh well.
so basically, i tricked nurul to go walk walk with me after work today.
cos i need to wait for angeline to finish baking her cookies.
their cookies rocks!
sweetttttttttt! :)
thanks nurul for treating me today!
it willbe your turn tmr!
dessert!!!!
FAT TTM! oh well!
yup so i waited under her void deck while waiting angeline they all to arrive and went up to nurul's hse.
she was totally caught in surprise!
hey nurul mus continue to believe me k!
it was a surprise for you only ! dun take it to heart! haha!
so there are hand-made cookies, cadbury chocolate and hand-made cards with her bf in it.
though these presents may seems cheap,i believe each of us has put in our heart in making.
now nurul, u understand y i sleppt so late ytd. hahah!!!
HOPE YOU WILL REALLY LIKE ALL YOUR PRESENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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ANGELINE & NURUL ARE ATTENDING XMAS EVE CELEBRATION!!!
OH MYAAAAAAAAAAAAA
God has indeed answer my prayer :)
more more to come!!


funny conversation wit my supervisor.
suprvision (sammie) : i need people to work on 24/12 (XMAS eve)
me: cannot cos got service
sammie: -.-''' ok nurul, dun tell me u r a christian.
nurul: (showing a of-course-not face)
me: (thinking i must die die excuse nurul from work dat day and so i......)
       sammie, no need to worry cos XMAS right, people dun come to Pepes as they eat turkey and not chicken.


outcome: BOTH OF US ARE EXCUSE! HOW GREAT!
hmmm...nurul hope you dun blame me for making you earning lesser. HAHAHA


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you make me think of you whenever i go.
nurul sae it is more than an infatuation now. :)


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I'M WAITINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG


for mon : working full day. can really die. but im working with my beloved!!!!! oh mya! hope dat i wont be assign to the station beside Snow but instead station C to talk to nurul!! yup she is my beloved.


for tues: project discussion. oh dear i havent buy XMAS presents. mus buy during breaks tmr. and perhaps gg shopping with geraldine ng yue yi (she mus be thinking now y am i addressing her in her full name)


for wed: STAYING OVER AT AH GONG'S HOUSE! baking for xmas! really cnt wait for this


for thurs: XMAS CELEBRATION! finally it is here after looking forward for more than 1 month!
all my beloved friends will b der too! haha


for fri: XMAS day


for sat: year-end service


for sun: working full day with nurul again!!!


end of story!


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im wondering if one of my best friend has been avoiding me lately.
wat's really happen?
gg to call her up soon.
:)

20/12, 1235am, sun

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good morning, it's me again!
i shouldnt be here now but i have to blog about today or yesterday
okay basically it was our annual candlelight service!
hmm...it was cool but it didnt really boomz.
i experienced a number of feelings today.
1st. embarrasment and gulity

2nd. questioning and gulity

3rd. disappointment-----------happiness (sound like im suffering from bipolar man. HAHA)

4th. happiness TTM. =)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

5th. expectation, disappointment, shocked, happy, shy, irritated

6th. enjoyable, warm, fun

7th. suspicious, worry, untrustable.

8th. confused, messed-up

9th. end of story.

i cnt believe i have experienced so many feelings within a day!
there are bad, there are good.
i wan the good things to stay longer.
i also think that the day ended well too.
goood!
think i will have a good dream tonight :)
dun think dat im lame or wat so ever cos wait till it is your turn.
Christmas is (indeed) the season for falling in love.

side notes.
 ger sae something about someone that is nice to hear. :)
- ah gong sae this by himself 我的心不能再容纳第三个女人。
he sae this out of his own will k! hhaahha! darm hilarious!
- i realize someone's (another) eyes are actually rather pretty and nice sweater too!
- i wan to sit in the middle front seats at the 6th row.
- hor fun was delicious. 鼻涕食物. HAHHAA
- and thanks to those who help me all along. i wont forget these cos all are kept in my heart.
especially my girlfriend.
ya la is you la!


GOOD NIGHT!! :)

1.22am, 20/12, sun

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pact-man (i guess this is how it is spell?)

actually i came across these pics while searching some recipes.
haha!
so i decided to dl them and of cos credit to them for these beautiful pics!

:)

1231am, 20/12, sun

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MAN was awesome today!
 i didnt bring my adapter and the battery life was only 50% when i switched on for project.
and hence, it was about to die after i finished the keying of the data.
so i faster try to send before it dead on me.
but hor, those people la!
tell dem to accept quickly but wait wait wait.
and finally it dead.
MAN was unconscious.
see la!
-.-'''

no choice so i try my luck to revive him. and it works!
can u imagine how scare i was that he will went unconscious before i managed to send the data?
but MAN was so brave cos he press on till the last!!!!!!
and finally he can rest after i shut him down.
he is my hero!
i really thought that he will only last for few mins but never realized that he press more than that!
i love you!!!
and dat stupid disheng keep cursing my MAN to die before sending.
siao lo!
u come back school by yourself!
...

and actually it make no diff to send or not initially cos there is no discussion tmr either.
wat heck!

dec 17, 09, 8:34pm

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HALO PEEPS!
yes! holiday is finally here! but im arent slacking either!
as always, there are school project, meeting etc to do!
plus there is assignment and test after school reopen.
just wat's got wrong with NP huh?
oh well, guess that i ned to wait for that 7 wks break!

are you having holiday now too?
wanna join in the fun of drama, singing, performance etc?
there is it!
My church has organized a  full blast of events to celebrate the festive as well to share His love!
hence, make a note for the following dates

Friday (18/12/09), 6:30- 9:30pm
wat sup?
A-Z zone mini XMAS party! 2 cell group celebrating together!
there will exchanging of gifts and wat's thrilling is that it will be randomly pick! hence, u wont know wat u will get!
where?
Riverwalk, clarke quay area

Saturday (19/12/09) 3:30- 6:30pm
wat sup?
can u imagine that thousands of candlight are shine before u?
how impressive and gorgeous are they?
no ned to imagine now cos there will be a CANDLELIGHT SERVICE on this day!




where?
City harvest church in Jurong west
i will fetch you from boon lay mrt. so no worry! just call or msg me ya!


Thursday, (24/12/09), 4:30pm- 7pm
wat sup?
what is the purpose of Christmas without joining the fun in a church on this special day?
hence, u have no reason to miss it cos it is once a year thing!
there will be awesome drama and songs performance.
trust me, chc performance has never fail to shock me even in normal service.
so invite all your loved ones and friends k?
and the theme this year is Christmas A Love Story.

where?
City harvest church in Jurong west

i will fetch you from boon lay mrt. so no worry! just call or msg me ya!




come come come! :)
dec 17, 1231am, thursday

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sometimes....some people just have too much time on their hands and so they waste it.
however, if they can use it for doing something more meaningful, perhaps more values can be added for their existence.
"achievement is not whether you can or not but rather are you willing to get it"

sometimes, im glad that God gives me such situation that im in now.
they may look pitiful, annoying etc but these make me grow up.
i believe i will be successful.

till next time!
:)

dec 15, 09, 1015pm

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nobody is indispersable.
we all need to lead our own life with encountering with different people.
people stay, people leave.
that's life.
there is nothing as long-last friendship taking account when betrayal occurs.
there is nothing as i-love-you-forever if things start to get awful.
there is nothing as family love (especially now) as strong family values are not being established in the 1st place.
what's left in the Earth by then is simply God's love.
and for the rest will simply yourself.
life couldnt be more sad than now.
im unhappy and no one will really care, not that i wan them to anyway.

dec 13

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Sunday was terrific!
a family day indeed. :)
Adriyana is so cute! she is fairer than me! (of cos)
i also realized that taking care of a baby is so tough!
my bro and sis really impressed me!
and i felt sleepy when cooing her to sleep. funny!
my bro has changed to be a better man too (Y)

i pray that their love will continue to grow
best wishes <3

dec 8,2009, 3:55pm, tues

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I think I really need a new phone because I need to twit.


What a weird reason but it is true.

Okay, I am tired and having a flu right now.

Flu is a hell to Jessie Chong.

Like seriously.

Friday… was fair, I guess.

Hip Hop made me have breathing difficulty for the 1st time in class.

However, I felt so great because we managed to master continuous dance steps.

How about work? Another hell. Have been reprimanded by many but it was my fault too.

I realized I detest Snow. But I tried to be more magnanimous by tolerating her and even help her out.

I dunno if she saw it but I hope so.

Sheela was strict too. And I realized they (Sammie, Sheela and Snow) will not apologize to us, lower position staffs, if they are the one at fault. So they are not really gaining our respect but abusing their authority. Hence, I don’t think that Pepes can last that long if they keep replacing their staffs.

But I feel pity for Mr Chin for trusting me and Mrs Hau for caring me all along.



Finally, Overnight prayer!

I was really waiting for work to end and every second crawled by so slowly!

and because I need to talk to Sammie regarding my Sunday schedule, I waited for her to be available and I didn’t realized that it was already 1130pm! But also I mistook that ONP will end when I reached there and so I waited for CG to call me back. So I was totally freaked out when there was no 54 or 190 to Clarke quak mrt!

so I hopped on to 124 because I thought there will be at least some buses to Clarke Quay from Dobby Ghaut Mrt. And luckily I asked the bus driver uncle who was friendly too! He literally guided me through and it was actually such a short walking distance to the mrt where he alight me! Haha!!!!

Guess that I was totally exhausted by then so after praying for an hour or so, I closed my eyes and stood still unmoving. Oh Mya! I was actually at the stage of dozing off!

Not easy man! I had discussion early in the morning and I was 1st to reach.

Then I had my presentation cum class.

And Hip Hop class which left me breathless.

Follow up with working which was bad too.

And lastly rush down for overnight prayer.

For the next OPM, I doubt I’ m going to work before that because it is no point that I cannot devote myself 100% to it as I was tired.

Thus, I have been standing for over 6 hours and my calves muscles were killing me when praying. I couldn’t wait to sit down!

But the best thing in OPM was that it was my first time that I feel that praying is mega powerful!

It is like we were crying out to Him and because of our cries, He will comes and save us.

Terrific! HAHA!!



Me: Geraldine, Jie fu is also a cell group leader?

Geraldine: Ya. Then what you think? No no no. He is a pastor.

Me : HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!!!

Jie Fu (Jason aka James too): =.=’’’

Me: OOPSS!

Something like that la after OPM ended and we stayed back awhile and chatted.



Stayover at Ger’s house after that.

Thank you for your hospitality though your room is a little messy. 

I couldn’t take it eventually and slept at 6am.

Oh mya!

woke up around 11 plus and doing nothing much than waiting for Geraldine to wake up. HAHA!

I was so hungry and fortunately she gave me 3 sets of oreo and choco biscuits.

I have changed my fasting to

7 whole days fasting with my entire church! Woo!!

Through the last few days of fasting, I actually felt spiritually blessed.

Many people asked me why am I fasting for Christmas because it is a happy festive.

However, in my opinion, I think that since Christmas is the season of giving, why not we sacrifice now and receive our rewards at Christmas? My purpose of this fasting is for the salvation of my friends and loved ones. I indeed feel that He is preparing something great ahead and we need to do our part too to archive that with Him. My fasting has proved for paid off as my friends didn’t reject my invitation straight but have some hesitation which means that there is some chances for them to come too!

I’m so going to bake (dunno what) for my friends and cell group for Christmas!

Cannot wait!!!!

Today service is short and I have dinner with ger and gracia only as the rest went for Mel’s birthday.

writtten on saturday during bus trip home after service

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Caution: Randomization (again)
my life has been rather "happening" lately.
i have lots to say but nothing come out from my mouth.
i love to blog.
but it feels weird when people know something that i didnt tell them before.
so it sort of being "violated".
ya it is ironic since im posting to let the whole world in the 1st place. HAHA
so blogging is actually so dangerous!!!! BUT! it helped me in a great deal recently! heehee!! :)
watever.


i think i need to update my profile cos it is seriously pathetic.
oh well.


i cnt wait for lessons to end today though the thought of Hip Hop class thrill me a little.
i cnt wait for work to end today and im request to take leave for sun night shift. Bless me!
i cnt wait for Overnight Prayer Meeting to arrive cos it is my 1st time going.
i cnt wait to stayover at Ger's house.
and most probably im gg to chat till morning with her and use internet though I seriously deprived of sleep.


it is raining now. and the best thing that ever should happen is class being cancelled and all of us are able to go home and sleep.


I should learn to act more and speak less.


Sometimes, i think that the best person that you ever trust is yourself. Human is fragile yet strong. How ironic. We may think that it is better to share things out to people but there is possibility that your secret is let out. And so, I wonder it is better to shut up or speak up.


as you can see, the entries above are rather illogical cos they have no connections but these are wat run through my mind in the past 15 mins.
HAHA
think i should use twitter instead.
CATS presentation in another 30 mins. haiz.


my dreams are really something that is opppsite from the reality.
but still, ジンゆさんはかわいです。
HAHA!

"Do not judge others if you do not want to be judged." Great.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHERYL AND MUNHAN!!! :)

till next time, folks!
Dec 4, 2009, 2:07pm, Fri. during CATS presentation.

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